Good Times!

Never never never never never never never never never..... play drinking games while drinking a massive 'cup' of wine when everyone else is drinking light beer. LOL


Surprisingly, I was the sober voice of reason all night. 'Twas good to see some folks I hadn't seen in a while. Was also odd to be attracted to a girl my sister's age... but that's something else. Besides, she's an attention... girl. Unfortunately, Evan has never figured out how that works and has been pining after her for two years when she has made it clear there is no relationship there. But then... she's also toying him along by flirting in front of him and showing herself off. So it's a game. And in this case, it's a game Evan lost. Now, I can truly identify with the guy and I offered all the sage advice I could based on my own recent experiences. But, you really can't expect words to solve an emotion. In any case... Alex, Cassandra and I ended up playing nursemaid / bouncer with him until 6am. Fun?

We couldn't let him leave until we knew where his head was at because he was fairly self-destructive. And, for good measure, he put a hole in the wall. Greeeeeeaaat. It's ok to feel how you feel, but you have to maintain control of yourself at the same time. So it was what it was. I felt bad at 4, but he was being problematic and I had to threaten to put him down. =/ I don't like having to do that.

Hate to do this... BUT... I gotta run. Making up for a promise I broke to a friend last year. I opted to appease my ex's insecurity instead of seeing my friend win the Miss Connecticut pageant. She's giving it up tonight, so I am going to at least go be a part of this experience.

Ta.